8 dpo -- BBT was 98.1. I knew I shouldn't have done it. I tested. Boo on me. Well, of course it was negative! First of all, I'm only 8dpo, 2nd of all, I have not yet missed AF. Well, of course I wouldn't miss her if she decided not to come, I'd be thrilled, but alas, she is not yet due for another 3-6 days. Boo on me. I know. As if the prior 4 months of negative heartbreaks didn't teach me a lesson....
Ok. Vented. Terrible that I'm the one that bothers me, and I have to vent about myself. Ok "symptom" time. Still so super exhausted. I had a double-header today, not very stressful, watched movies in class, uneventful, but I'm sheer wore out. My eyeballs still burn at the eyelid and feel sore behind them. I had a headache right between my eyes too. This tells me, my eyes are tired. Note to self: wear glasses more. BBs still uncomfortable, but less so than this weekend. Still quite gassy however I really don't feel like I'm eating gas-causing food. I told DH this last symptom, which may have been a mistake because it broke him a bit, but it feels like AF is knocking on my door. Had a bit of cloudy CM, but just "feels" like I'm about to start. This would worry me because I'm on CD 20. My 'normal' cycle is about 26 days, last month only went 23, and a 20 day cycle would mean my LP would be shy of 10 days. Sooooooo, lets A) hope this is sign of PG, and B) hopes AF does not come this week.
I know I'd be a good Mom, Lord. Please?
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