April 6dpo

6 dpo -- 98.1 BBT. I attempted once again to check CP, and I'd say it was high to mid, and soft. I really hope I'm checking out the right things...I told DH I should go to the dr, and have her check then tell me what it is so I'll get one right! He offered to check for me but I think it would be the blind leading the blind. I ate my hard boiled eggs this morning, they were delicious. Had a gassy morning, could be from the humongous route 44 banana Dr. Pepper I had last night with pizza, but how often do you get to splurge with friends? I have been tearing up very easily, not too far from my norm though, I'm a crier. Could also be that my eyes still feel so tired so maybe they are dry and my body is trying to help out? CM seemed wetter today, slightly more in abundance, sort of like going through pre O again. Weird. idk, this is all just driving me nuts looking for clues and over-analyzing every tiny body movement (is that a pinch? is that gas? is that implantation? is that an air bubble?) BBS just feel tender, still not "sore" just a little more sensitive only around nips, no increase or decrease from yesterday. Day is only half over, if I have a major cramp/pain/dizzy spell/spot/anything that is of significance, I'll come back and write more. I think I'm swinging my thoughts toward a - this month based on CP, it may be early yet, I may be totally screwing up the determination of CP, I could just be my own worst enemy, I really really really want to just get on God's Time and be at peace with that. I just have a sneaking suspicion I'm supposed to be helping the steps on this path, just not sure what steps and what path. Positive thoughts, positive thoughts, positive thoughts. What a roller coaster this one post went on! oooooooh, poor DH, at least he laughs with me at the insanity of it all.