CD 20/7dpo: bbt 98.5
Well yes, I have been talking to myself, why? Is that weird? But that's not what I said, I said "I'm stalking myself!" DH just doesn't understand me sometimes. So my temp rose a little more steeply than the previous days, nothing to be alarmed about, just something I noticed. Here is a link to my charts on FF if you want to see what I'm reffering to: My Ovulation Chart
I find myself checking my chart a few times a day on my phone, maybe there's some clue I missed . . . maybe its the horrible 2WW playing Jedi mind games with me. I know I can't "will" myself pregnant but its hard to sit patiently these 2 weeks and wonder. Does God choose this month? Does He want me to see His plan unfold or be totally surprised? I know whatever He chooses our path to parenthood to be, it will be, and I am okay with that. Would He have made me into such a proficient charter and so fully aware of my own body if He didn't want me to be on top of those things? Who knows? Not me. I'll keep temping, and being aware, and I guess I did mean, "talking to myself."
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