FertilityFriend went ahead and marked my O day as cd 11, which is unusually early for me, I'm really not sure I agree. I will wait and see what the next couple days of temps do, and I may go ahead and override again (makes me feel like such an expert) and move O to cd 12. Doesn't matter a whole lot since we didn't get much bd'ing in with DH's work schedule and with the SA requiring abstinence during my fertile week. Other than being very gassy, lol, which I know even by some miracle I was pregnant, I wouldn't be experiencing hormone related symptoms of pregnancy in my 1-3 dpo. I read that a majority of women implant 7-11 dpo and until that embryo implants, technically, you're not pregnant.
What I would LOVE LOVE LOVE, is for an "all signs point to yes" sort of experience. Its much too early to analyze would-be symptoms, so I'll elaborate on what an ideal scenario for me would be:
Post BDing, post O, I would like a slow rise of temps from 1 dpo to let's say 6 dpo. On 6 dpo, I would be moderately high in temps. 7 dpo I would see a sharp drop in temps below coverline. I would notice this sharp decrease and would immediately text my CB who would bring me down to earth and cheerfully hope with me. She would stalk my chart from here on out. I would see spotting today. I would then mark my chart, and not talk about it anymore as in fear of jinxing anything (I know myself too well). 8 dpo I would see a staggering increase in temps back to where 6 dpo was. My chart would have a picture-perfect "implantation dip" accompanied with "implantation spotting". I've had mid-cycle spotting and I've had mid-cycle drop in temps, never one with the other so as to confuse me greatly. 9 dpo my temps would rise a bit more and would then stay triphasic.
I have seen BFP charts that look exactly like this, their owners just know they are pregnant. These teacups by now have me second-guessing all my internal organs and their functions because during the 2ww, I swear my sinuses act up on purpose (stuffy and runny nose and sore throats are early symptoms due to the estrogen increase) and I feel twinges and pangs in my abdomen more so during this time than any other. So all these possible symptoms always drive me crazy and send me up and down, spinning around, with emotions, what-ifs, highs, lows, the hateful, hurtful, hopeful, teacups.
Oh yeah, did I mention DH's SA is tomorrow? Happily we are heading to Vegas Baby this weekend to relax, unwind, spending quality couple time before DH leaves for training this spring. DH is active duty military, part of the reason our TTC journey has taken so long, he's usually not physically present so therefore neither were his swimmers in any vicinity of my egg. I need to get my mind off the results, and get to a happy, supportive place. Hopeful, and prepared. Our motto. It might be devastating news, it might be hopeful. Please pray for us. We won't find out until we get back from our 'vacation'. Let it be good. Let it be good. Let it be good. Please, please, please, let it be good.
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