LOL No, not waiting to O that way, but ovulate. I'm not sure how much of a chance we have this month but we are fated to try anyway. My CB and I are offiically the last two on the teacups of everyone I know who is TTC. The rest got off the teacups and went to the big ride of pregnancy, or they just stepped out of line to ride another time. Sometimes, you need a break from the teacups and I understand their choices. It makes you think, "will this ever happen for us?" And that's a heartbreaking question to have to ponder because its a 50/50 shot, yes or no, and knowing one of the possibilities is "no" can really shatter your spirits. I know my CB and I wrestle with these thoughts of despair and hope, its a swirling mess of a ride. It can make you sick if you let the emotions take control. All we can do is keep trying and hope if there is a time to throw in the towel, God will let us know. We pray and pray for either a yes to a baby, or understanding hearts if it is a no.
In the meantime, we try, we fight, we give it all we got: I POAS my OPK that is, and a +, so we started BD'ing this cycle very gently post varicocelectomy, I'm sure it needs more time to take any kind of effect but we feel better attempting at least. DH still has a large mass of swelling/antibiotics that was left in his left testicle, so that makes BD'ing less pleasant but he is in good spirits and walking around much better. Still no lifting, no straining, no running, no fast walking, no push ups, no sit ups, nothing at all, lol per the Dr's instructions. Good luck to all those couples getting sick on the teacups, I hope you find your Big Ride Ticket soon. Sticky thoughts to the rest of my friends and family on the Big Ride already.
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