10 dpo - Dreaming of that BFP

Ok, so I'm 10 dpo, and been having some odd dreams, nothing vivid, and no, didn't actually dream of the BFP. I dreamt of my little brother going on his interviews for his residency except he looked like a childhood friend of mine, and he asked my advice on why he wasn't getting very positive feedback. His clothes were dirty and sloppy, I pulled him aside and spoke to him like my brother except I called him by my friend's name, and dressed him like I used to dress my little brother, he looked sharp. I put him back in line and then suddenly I was at my mother's house and there were bees everywhere in the grass! I can't even figure out what these dreams mean regardless of the dreams my friends are telling me! My world's most amazing CB told me about a crazy dream she had where we both had more than one baby!! I happened to really like this dream. Then my other friend that I've had since I was 12, she emails me out of the blue and tells me she felt convicted to write to me to tell me I had great things coming my way in the coming year and to get ready for them. Its very difficult to hear all these powerfully hopeful stories and then also to keep grounded and sane and I find myself somewhere in the middle. Like always, riding that hopeful/realistic fence and thinking it must be possible to be both? I had "friended" a gal on FF because I felt a lot of similarities between her and I and our situations. Her DH had his varicocelectomy a week before my DH did and she just got her BFP!! That's truly a miracle and I never expected it to be possible for it to be so soon, but I'm glad her DH got one in there!! I know all it takes is one, and I know if its meant to, it will happen, so I'm going to keep chugging along, relying heavily on my FFriends, and my CB to keep me sane -- I know some days are easier than others to maintain this task, so kudos to them! :) I hope my CB gets her very special Christmas gift or New Years Gift, I want to see her so happy, she deserves it! I will keep waiting for God's opportune time to let me know what's in store for me. . . . and pray I don't dream of bees, those are creepy.